Light’s Disconnect

It seems to be a natural flow 

From the EGO’s rush of it isn’t so…

Thoughts of negativity fill your space…

Of what was loving …

Now out of Place…

The race for love and sparkle…

Turned to darkness….

The mind and it’s trickery…

Creating a web of disconnect…

Creating the need to give up…

To let the dreary sadness win..

If the light wants in…

Let it come, without effort…

This day was built by an egotistical one…

Blemished by repetition from being stuck…

The pattern has worn thin…

Does the light go out as the spirit gets weak…

Never completely … but dim it shall be……

Tonya Marie ❤

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Cords of Chaos

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As a co-creator I create.. leaving these creative attachments on a trail behind me…Some are of success and are what keep me going with faith and hope!!

Many others that have been left behind in a tangled mess of Chaos are those unsuccessful creations. One after the other that has been created with hope and thoughts of success..haha moving on to the next and then the next!!

I have come to the realization that my cords are stretching out all over the place and I am not speaking about my art creations. I am speaking about the aliases that I have created for who I am. All of the “pet” names that I have created for myself have taken away from my true self! I have come to the point where I don’t even know how to represent myself any more! I have been in the try this or change this or what about this name that I have taken away the best part of it all and that’s…… Me!

I feel as though the universe is saying to me… “Your being strangled within your Chords of Chaos!! You have lost your Authentic self within these characters of who you think you are or who your peers think you are, this is not who you are! ” It is time to cut these cords and find you again! Allow the guidance to come in, your heart to open and listen, this time!……………. I feel this could be for anyone that feels stuck in Chaos! Listen to your universe and cut those cords that are holding you back…… from “You”! Asking Arch Angel Michael to use his sword and help you cut these cords is a great beginning~

I Am finding and re-creating me again ♥

Love, Tonya Marie ♥

 

The hardest part

remembering-eternity

The hardest part is letting go…

It is wanting control…

The hardest part is ….

Is fighting the forces…

The energies here to help us…

The hardest part..

Is giving it to God, Goddess, Spirit or Creator….

When they know where we are going…

Our destination is predetermined…

Our wishes on a soul level known…

The hardest part is asking…

Please help me see the light…

To release my fears and need for control…

Remind me of my trust and faith ….

I should not hesitate…

The hardest part is remembering…

It will all work out…………….

It will be okay…………

~~~~TMB~~~~

Love and Blessings

Giveing

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I give you my time ….

I share my space…

I give you my love…

I give you my trust….

I give you my honesty….

I give you my faith…

I give you my kinship…

My heart is open to all that could be…

The many possibilities….

We are one this I see…

I give to you equally…

This is fair to many a measure…

Not a score to keep..

One only seeks in return…

The love that I give…

That it may bring you peace…because…

That’s what it gives to me ♥

Love~TMB

 

 

 

 

 

As We Wander

as we wander

As we wander this journey long…

The path ever twisting and turning along…

Back and forth sometimes we fall..

Going on to repeat it all…

Catching a step or two we see…

This isn’t our destiny…

Traipsing through mud and vine…

Up the hill we still must climb….

Closing the doors we leave behind…

Once we see it’s all fine….

New doors open in no time…

Walking through them is sublime….

~TMB~15