In Your Shadow

in your shadow

New beginnings..

Bonds begin to grow…

Still some how being in your shadow….

Dancing around each day…

Through the weeks and months…

Still some how being in your shadow…

Helpful hands to unburden…

The load lightens …

Going with the flow….

Still some how being in your shadow….

Recognition…not known…

Intentions…thoughts…

Set ….then let go….

I for one and I for none…

This is not the way it’s done…

Never room for more than one ….

Always being in your shadow….

In the end the heart is aching…

Unnoticed…taken for granted…

Unseen …..for the truth is empty….

One for one.. never more…

Can never be…

When,.. In your Shadow…....

TMB~15

It is hard living in someones shadow. When you feel that you were a special part of their life and it turns out you weren’t that special at all. Then you realize all that you did for them meant nothing. As if what you did became unnoticed or unrecognized because it really didn’t mean to them what it did to you. You felt so good about it, felt like you a big part of something and then one day the reality comes forward showing you that you weren’t. That can hurt but you let it go as you hold on to the pieces that are left. Feeling sad that they cannot see what they have done, because you were always, in their shadow!!

Some lessons are quick and some are long, it’s all a matter of what our journey has in store for us. Now that you have learnt from it you can create it in another form by wishing for someone more equal and less one sided. We do create and bring people into our lives with our thoughts and dreams. Now to bring in someone(s) that’s right for you ❤

My True Reiki Share~2

We all go about our daily lives dealing with one or more aches and pains. Some just get a headache or deal with arthritis from an old injury. None the less we just “deal” with it or medicate.

reiki

The few days remaining on my vacation were a big part of healing and learning both for the Healer and Healee.

After working on Greg, he felt such a positive change and felt better than before. In such an awe state he asked many questions into how Reiki works and that he wanted more. With that being said, my sister in law Amy had a headache and her shoulder had been bothering her. Never having even heard of Reiki but trusting what she had heard, I explained more to her before I began to place my hands upon her. As I have said before, the Reiki knows where to go, I just start at the top of her head. As I surrender my control, I am lead to areas upon her head, then onto her neck, then to her heart and her Sacral. Speaking words of guidance as I have a knowing of why I am lead there. Leaving her to come back to consciousness, I walk out of the room. After a short while her headache is diminished, her shoulder eased but a feeling in her lower back that finally went away.

The first time I had ever heard of Reiki and what is was about, something deep within my soul called to me! This is for you!This what you need to learn! I want to be a Reiki Practitioner! So finally I met someone, a Reiki Master. Not only is she a wonderful teacher but a wonderful friend and I am grateful for her to be in my life.

As the afternoon went on there was still talk off and on about Reiki, usually when someone would gasp or moan with an ache. Amy’s husband Doug has degenerative arthritis in his spine as well as some injuries, he is in pain much of the time. He was finally talked into having a Reiki session. Being totally clueless as to what was about to happen to him, I explained to as I did to the rest but what was about to happen just didn’t seem to prepare him enough.

During our session I focused on his neck , spine and lower back. Knowing this was where he needed healing. Always at the end sealing him in a bubble of light that continues to heal  him for at least the next 24 hours. Having finished I touch his head and let him know that when his is ready, he can get up. Then I leave the room.

He was in the room for quite sometime afterward as Amy kept going in to check on him. Finally she came to me and said he is really blown away as to what happened!! Knowing that my mother in law and I are spiritual she said maybe we could explain to him what had happened. This is when I asked my husband, who I have worked on a lot to go talk to him about his own experiences. I of course sat down with him once he got his legs back solid on the ground.  As we are sitting down he asks me “what are the colors?” and “why were my fingers twitching”? I was and am grateful to hear how wonderful the results of Reiki has healed places that need to be and without my guidance. For someone that has never had Reiki, it can open up Chakra’s (energy centers) that have been closed, heal the ones that are off balance. The colors represent the energy centers within the body. Some of his had been awakened, healed and even balanced. The Archangels and Ascended masters all have colors that represent them as well as totems and spirit guides.  The violet flame represents the creator and he/she is within us all. Reiki energy is within us all. The light and colors you see can be just that you have awakened to your energy within. The twitching of his fingers could have been the energy of his own hands, it may have been where his pain was being released as the Reiki needed an outlet. I used my hands and intention to pull the negative energy out of him and my intuition tells me this is what was happening. How beautiful is it that he was pain free for the rest of the day and night. Blessed be the gift of Reiki Healing.

Part II of My True Reiki Share

~TMBarton~

This Lighted Path

Divine Learning

Wishing to learn…

Will you teach…

Longing for Knowledge…

Divine Wisdom…

Fill me…

With …

Direction and Understanding..

A Student…

Learning to teach…

Wise beyond words…

Messages clear…

As we are bonded…

For many a light year…

Praise and Gratitude…

Raise us up…

As we Live…

To be guided ..

On this Lighted Path...

~XO TonyaMB OX~

Searching~

Searching for knowledge…

All the while wanting Peace…

Finding a teacher…

Grateful for the teachings…

That were given….

Practice…Practice….

Lessons fill thy soul…

Yearning to grow wise…

The search begins again…

Books teach…

Knowledge…

Leaving questions unanswered…

Many have knowledge…

Thy seeks to know….

Searching outward..

For the answer…

Brings hurt and sorrow….

One cries…

Losing the will..

To Search…

Until ..

A voice whispers….

Search Within…

Here are the Answers…….

TonyaMB’14

Searching

 

She didn’t connect

She didn’t connect…

was a gathering of size…

some confusion…

less focus…

She didn’t connect…

Much to much…

Going on…

She didn’t connect…

her talents unknown…

trying to see, feel and hear…

wasn’t for her to connect….

A one on one…

her thoughts progressed…

She just couldn’t connect….

Home study…a thought…

books and notes….

lessons found via the net…

Maybe she can connect…

Not the way she hoped to…

as she longed to connect…

A small group …yes…

One to One…yes…

This one night no….

She didn’t Connect…………

TMB..

Longing to Connect