In Your Shadow

in your shadow

New beginnings..

Bonds begin to grow…

Still some how being in your shadow….

Dancing around each day…

Through the weeks and months…

Still some how being in your shadow…

Helpful hands to unburden…

The load lightens …

Going with the flow….

Still some how being in your shadow….

Recognition…not known…

Intentions…thoughts…

Set ….then let go….

I for one and I for none…

This is not the way it’s done…

Never room for more than one ….

Always being in your shadow….

In the end the heart is aching…

Unnoticed…taken for granted…

Unseen …..for the truth is empty….

One for one.. never more…

Can never be…

When,.. In your Shadow…....

TMB~15

It is hard living in someones shadow. When you feel that you were a special part of their life and it turns out you weren’t that special at all. Then you realize all that you did for them meant nothing. As if what you did became unnoticed or unrecognized because it really didn’t mean to them what it did to you. You felt so good about it, felt like you a big part of something and then one day the reality comes forward showing you that you weren’t. That can hurt but you let it go as you hold on to the pieces that are left. Feeling sad that they cannot see what they have done, because you were always, in their shadow!!

Some lessons are quick and some are long, it’s all a matter of what our journey has in store for us. Now that you have learnt from it you can create it in another form by wishing for someone more equal and less one sided. We do create and bring people into our lives with our thoughts and dreams. Now to bring in someone(s) that’s right for you ❤

The Words Of Many

 

 

The Words Of ManyI AM HAPPY TO SAY THAT I ENTERED THIS IN A POETRY CONTEST!!! A DREAM COME TRUE!!

Sitting in Silence…

the world speaks of peace…

I think of how it would be…

If you were to speak…

The words of many, 

Including I….

All it is…is Hi~

 

Typing to you in silence…

I wonder why…

The words I speak….

Go unnoticed….

As if the page is blank….

When …

The words of many…

Including I….

All it is…is…Hi~

 

Walking along..

I pass you by..

Seeing into each others  eyes…

I give you my smile…

With no exchange…..

While all I ever wanted…

Were…

The words of many…

Including I….

All it is… is… Hi….

 

~TonyaMB~

 

 

 

~Awake~

Awaken

As we awaken

more to our true self

and become more aware of the LOVE that surrounds us..

..We Root ourselves to Mother Earth..

.She fills us with Love and Keeps us Grounded..

.With the Light and Love in our Hearts…

We reach High above into the Universe…. God..

..Whom is the Love in our Hearts…..

The Light grows as we stay in Love..

.Centered in Love…As we “choose ” to do so…

.Our purpose will show….The Divine Love…We long for..

. It shall come ….Believe… and ..

.It Is Done ♥ 

 

Written on 3~31~13 at 3am 

BY, TonyaMB

 

~Release~

Awakening

Something is happening..

the pain engaging…

Physically aching…

to extremes…

almost fainting…

conflicting from the inside…

induced from the outside…

pure excruciating pain…

within this physical body…

all while this metaphysical body…

screams why…

what is this I endure…

is this meant to be…

a plan from the beginning…

have I not suffered enough in the past…

I have awakened to my purpose…

my soul sings love…

am I now to release the negative..

the past…

that which I carry within…

some pieces I may never know..

as for this …

I wish that it would just let me go.…….

 

 

~Musings of~TonyaMB~

~Living “OUR” Truth~

Love Anew

We are given the choice..

For which to believe…

From where to speak…

The heart or mind…

To come from a place of love…

To live in fear…

Having no guidance…
Versus More than ever imagined…

Many speak, share and pass on..

Wisdom and Knowledge..

From others or their own….

As if to be living this beautiful  life…

Of Love and Light…

I come from a place of Love…

Have Compassion in my heart…

Express and inspire others …

Speak My Truth…

Live My Truth…

Then as I am not to judge..

Only in a confused state…

Ask why?

Do others that speak of love…

Not show Love but to only the ones they know…

Passing many strangers..

Along the way..

~TonyaMB~