For those in Need

My husband,  Matt supports me in all of my endeavors big or small win or loose, he is there for me 100%!! Though I am always dabbling in something he is there to say go for it. I always tell him that my dreams aren’t as big as his and that mine are a bunch of little ones. I always start small and take baby steps. It isn’t often that I jump to high but him on the other hand has Big dreams! his ideas are like sky scrapers!

In return for all of the support that he gives me… well… we give each other! Equally so he his is my partner and I support his dreams and endeavors. So here I go!! Sharing this dream of his everywhere that I can. I am going to ask my virtual friends to share and maybe even donate where you can. I hope that you can support him not because he is your partner but because you believe in his dream and want to share it with others to help make it happen!

Namaste and thank you ❤

https://www.gofundme.com/wjprcv-disaster-relief-housing

 

 

Cords of Chaos

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As a co-creator I create.. leaving these creative attachments on a trail behind me…Some are of success and are what keep me going with faith and hope!!

Many others that have been left behind in a tangled mess of Chaos are those unsuccessful creations. One after the other that has been created with hope and thoughts of success..haha moving on to the next and then the next!!

I have come to the realization that my cords are stretching out all over the place and I am not speaking about my art creations. I am speaking about the aliases that I have created for who I am. All of the “pet” names that I have created for myself have taken away from my true self! I have come to the point where I don’t even know how to represent myself any more! I have been in the try this or change this or what about this name that I have taken away the best part of it all and that’s…… Me!

I feel as though the universe is saying to me… “Your being strangled within your Chords of Chaos!! You have lost your Authentic self within these characters of who you think you are or who your peers think you are, this is not who you are! ” It is time to cut these cords and find you again! Allow the guidance to come in, your heart to open and listen, this time!……………. I feel this could be for anyone that feels stuck in Chaos! Listen to your universe and cut those cords that are holding you back…… from “You”! Asking Arch Angel Michael to use his sword and help you cut these cords is a great beginning~

I Am finding and re-creating me again ♥

Love, Tonya Marie ♥

 

One Way

ONE WAY

A One Way Street…

Never see’s the other way…

It continues to see..

One way..

That will never change…

A One Way relationship…

Never sees the other side…

Always being the one to thrive…

There is a chance for it to work…

If the One Way…

Can change….

Life works in many ways. Not only One Way, like the streets we follow that never change. A wrong turn can cause an accident, hurt and destruction! A one way continues on and on and by this it thinks that’s all there is to life. Always having its own way and never having to change.

Life cannot be One Way when we all see, feel and think differently. Open hearts and open minds are needed in any and all relationships. One Way is never they way.

Words and Emotions

Words and Emotions

Feelings lead to words…

The emotions carried within them….

When spoken take another form….

As they are passed on they form changes…

The feeling that once was…

Becomes mixed in translation….

Creating confusion….

Anger and hurt….

Separation is infinite…. 

Feelings felt…

Transformed into words…

Passed on into translations…

Confusion begins…. 

Then all becomes lost…

In a mixture of words and emotions…..

Never to be the same again…..

~TMB~15

Grey and White

Grey&White

Grey and White …

Which do you choose..

For it is found…

Within you…

Energy drawn out..

The shade is grey..

You are falling astray…

White looses shimmer..

Grey is much, much dimmer…

Churning within…

The season takes hold…

As withering pieces…

Of new turn old…

Surround you in shadow…

Grey covers white…

Weary you are…

No strength to fight….

Changes among you..

Directions to choose… 

White is the way…

Choose wisely you say…

Grey is dreary .

Dark and sad…

Ohh the choices …

You’re going mad!!!!

Grey and White is all you’ll ever have!!

~TMB~

Choosing our own path can be complicated when we battle with the changing of seasons, the energy around us and when sickness comes to us or those around us. We can choose to follow the grey and hold the shadow around us or to choose the white that is clear, open and welcoming.  We fight within to see the positive but get bombarded by the negative. My days can be filled with choices, many it seems and constant battle between Grey and White!! Which one wins….is up to me!! I hope you choose to win!!